7-2-04

Hello Fetish Followers,

Sorry I haven’t updated this site in so long. I’ve been involved with many things that do not include posting new material at this time. Physically I am doing better and better. I will need to travel around in a wheel chair due to the permanent condition of my poor feet. They cannot bare weight for any length of time. I will not be accepting new slaves, doing sessions or making new videos for a long while. I no longer have a studio available for sessions. It takes a great deal of energy for me to perform my art at this time. So, if you want to meet the one and only Queen Adrena or Queen Kong, then it would have to be very attractive financially to make it worth the energy & effort. Thanks for your enjoyment of my web site. I still want to write my auto biography & other books and hopefully will start sometime later this year. I’m still in the process of moving and getting settled in my new home here in the Los Angeles area. I will be living near the airport after August with my mother.

All of the videos are still available except for a couple of the older titles such as Taming of Hercules. You can fill out the order form for that. I have never had any problems with orders this way. I will let you know if I do not have any of the tapes you ordered and will not charge you for them of course. As I said, the few that are unavailable are from the Bargain Basement collection.

I will always be an advocate for Female Domination in its many wonderful aspects represented on my web sites. My video tapes are classics that may never be duplicated again. They were made when my feet were still in good condition. I am missing 2 toes on my right foot now and somehow this does not make foot worship a desirable fetish for me. Most of the women in my videos have moved on to other things. Kyla wants slaves to worship her in Canada & she wants to visit Los Angeles and/or New York. Patty wants slaves to worship her in Los Angeles. Mistress Shelly is still in the biz in Burbank. Mistress SharonT is nursing her sick father and is not accepting new slaves at this time. The rest of the Big Beautiful women in our tapes are unavailable for sessions. Ebonique can be hunted down by me if you give me notice and a referral fee. She will travel to the airport area. She lives in the Riverside area of California.

It is my great hope that one day I will be able to produce educational tapes and have classes for teaching the Art of Female Domination on a psychological, spiritual level as well as on the physical level. I just need to find a new meeting place. And I need to free up my time to devote to this, which should happen starting after August.

If anyone has a lot of money and wants to start a school for Fem Dom Education and Exploration, I would love to have Queen Adrena’s Academy for Fantastic Feminine Power- Let me know if you would like to be my benefactor. I found through producing my videos that I have a great talent for teaching and delving into the female psyche to free them of social conditioning that makes them feel uncomfortable with men’s needs for them to be in control and to accept their naughty little fetishes. It can be so liberating to be worshipped and in control. But it definitely takes knowledge and training.

My tapes are made for the enjoyment of men as well as for the entertainment of the women who might watch the tapes with them to understand their needs for the fetish’s including, smothering, pressure, envelopment, foot worship, panty worship, some bondage & whips, some golden wine rituals, some tickling & so forth.

I find that at age 56, sometimes it takes all the energy I have to get out of bed in the morning. With the pain in my back and neck, and etc, it is a full time job managing my pain and trying to stay healthy. I swim almost every day for an hour. That takes a full 4 hours of my time, by the time I put my bathing suit on, my sunscreen, I pack my fins, my goggles, my set suit jacket, my pool shoes, my sun hat and glasses. Then I have to wheel it out to my van that carries me & the wheel chair. I’m amazed at how much energy it takes to keep moving and trying to feel good about yourself. I try to cook healthy, so that takes special shopping. I do have help in this department. But if you want something done right, you usually have to do it yourself. I have been married for 36 years, and finally I feel I may be a little closer to having my husband trained to properly listen to my desires & my needs. He is very helpful, but he still has a long ways to go, as I feel most men do. Getting old is not for Sissy's, and that is for sure for anyone over the age of 40.

I spend time reading my spiritual books. I am learning to meditate and to understand Buddhism. I enjoy watching Wisdom Television and Free Speech TV- like Democracy Now. I feel there are many people waking up to the fact that our society needs great change to fulfill their true needs. I feel a person must find their mind, body and spirit connection. We spend our young years looking for love in all the wrong places. Sometimes we marry the wrong person or pursue the wrong career, because we don’t know ourselves yet. I feel it takes until you are at least age 30 to start your understanding of your individual life and the challenges it really takes to be a whole person living with some happiness inside of them. I see all the young families with children running around like a chicken with their heads cut off, on their cell phones in their SUV’s. Their children are plugged into television, video games and computers. They don’t talk to their parents enough. They are not learning that  “it takes a village” to make one human become a good human being. It should not matter how much money we make. I wish we all lived on the barter system. Then we would not be going bankrupt on our credit cards and etc. I feel we need to connect with one another and see how alike all human beings are.

I feel that all religions are good. They are all based on a very similar magical myth such as the birth of Christ and so on. If you have never heard Joseph Campbell, please tune into KCET when he is on with Bill Moyer. He lived 80 years studying all religions and came up with how many similarities we all have in our search to find meaning in life. If you are not putting time & energy into finding a little bit of inner peace & meaning to your life, then you are just going through the motions. We could all die in an instant with this war raging. There could be a calamity such as an asteroid and etc. If this was your last day on earth what would you do and who would you want to talk to or be with? Do you have a good relationship with those that mean the most to you?

I pray every day for world peace and for every human being to have shelter and food and education. We could all be in paradise on earth if we could communicate better with one another. Non violent communication is what I seek and hope for the world.

Anyhow, here’s a saying from Unity Church- “Wherever I am, God is”. We are all a part of an infinite universe and God in whatever form you see him and her. Our mother God has been lost in the world. Our mother God would never have war that was based on the greed for oil. I won’t get too political. I will say that we seem to always have money for war and not enough for teachers, firemen, policemen, education for the poor and housing for the poor.

You can click on this if you want a list of books I like to read about spiritual awareness and a belief in re-incarnation and life after death & new scientific discoveries about new dimensions of energy in the universe. It has never made sense to me that you can accomplish all there is in one life. Whoever or whatever created us must have a bigger plan than that. Science has now proven the existence of 11 dimensions. We only live in one. The dimensions we can’t see or feel yet are ours to explore for eternity & the future for our world as we know it and hope it will be. I feel there are more good people than bad people in this world. It seems that the bad people with the most power wield the most control over us. That is why we must learn universal love. As the Beatles said, “All you need is Love, Love is all there is. Love Love Love”

Ta Ta for Now & Have a happy summer. And feel free to write to me queena@earthlink.net